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Monday, June 22, 2009

MONSOON’S BETRAYAL


Down she descended

To the darkened shore

Of Bombay: and never

Had I seen her so,

When loving her colours

Or living her moods:

Never that face so

With evil clouded

Never that spirit so

With caprice depraved.

She washed my life

Once, with love, clean of

Tropical dust and heat

She hurls down

Vengeance today.

With a drugged gait

Her spoils surveying

At first it seemed

With scorn viewing

Human death and decay.

But in her face, too strong

To hide, sorrow and dismay.

Floods welled up,

I could see, around

The banks of her eyes.

I must slip away

But she knows.

A look piercing through

My back way to where

The heart used to be.

Winds fury about her,

Waves lash behind.

I was scared

You can bet.

I knew she could

Not understand.

But over her furies

I screamed polite

“I must move ahead…

he bound me to shores unseen.”

Her, I did worship

Once, for her scented aura

did yearn…

but condemned forever

to the tether of time

I will be carried away…ahead

“Where will you go next?”

it was her,

“dead to your own degeneration?”

“I shall raze it all …

Your rheumatic construction.

Filthy flies to my expanse: ha!

Squash them that’s what I shall do.”

My once beloved,

Malicious and murderous.

My ashamed silence

Angering her even more.

I must let her know

‘I have grown too strong

My love, too big for

Your embrace and scorn.

My millions will build anew and better

Will proof themselves of you.’

‘should have spared her that part.

‘Betrayer…betrayer’

She laughed and lashed

‘Betrayer …betrayer’

Hurled her bulk this way and that

‘Betrayer …betrayer’

dissolved into

A weeping drizzle:

Incessant sobs, on and on

For weeks on end.

Of the days of

Our young love

That strength is left

No more in her.

She bleeds I know

But knowledge is nothing.

Once again I watch her

Once again she sits

Her lissome hues

To lure me still

She yearns still…still unlearnt

While my ship drifts to shores unseen.

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